i hate it hell loads la . fuck . read it if u want ..
okays , now having cpa , (:
didnt want to attend school la . but bobian , bro lah come call me awake .
if not i can no need attend liao lo = pon ;x . wifey also want to pon right ! ^^?
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feel like typing alot now , i dotnknow why ..
my days ain't getting any better , i cant really type all my personal thoughts here .
i know , you two understand what i mean la .
One i seriously cant forget .
other one feelings are getting more .. how?
i dontwant it to be like this , i hate my life now D:
WHY isit happening to me ..
i hate hurting people much . plus u two are equally important .
my heart had broken in to pieces and it flew away , please tell me what is love now D: ?
i dontknowww how to lovee someone alrdy ..
tearing every night , dosent help .
all i want is to solve the "thing now "
Bothh guys are dam closee to me , i really ! , cant affort too lose u two . D: heartaching la ..
final exams are coming in a few days time and im stressing over relationship .
what this ?! .. im not saying is anyone fault , is just that .. even if i think things are going on smoothly .
actually its not at all .
why am i lieing to myself D,:
i just want to have peace and havee both of them as someone closee ..
i ask my self every night .
am i selfish ?
am i caring wrongly ?
am i loving or liking both of them at the wrong time ?
am i satisfied with what i have ?
ONE HUNDRED MILLION QUESTION I ASK MY SELF EVERY Day every night! .
but there is no replys always ..
isit wanting peace so difficult?! tell me peeeeepoo .
im lost , seriously lost ..
think i shall stop here , if not ill countiune even moreee and sooner or later cfm tear agin .
no point la .. D:
should i just forget the both of them ?! should i ! ??!
okay , i hate this feeling la , one min im happy till can fly high to cloudnince , then later i start tearing non stop .
