Monday, June 28, 2010

HEllO ,
Just got back home not long :)
damm sleeeppy and tired. have not been sleeping well . -.-
school was fun , the best part is during recess :D
LMAO all the way ~`````` :D
then assembly Vp , taught us about the value of time .
I LOVE THIS SENTENCE , " TIME WAITS FOR NO ONE , TIME HEAL EVERYTHING , CHERISH WHAT YOU HAVE NOW BEFORE ITS GONE "


HAIS , alot of things just flashback .
question i just wanna ask , and answer i wanna know.
dam late to even regret now .
Let fate bring us back to one then ..
sometimes i really dare not face or live the next day . i really dont .
everything just gone so quickly , and im left all alone . i feel as if i have been given a new life ,
i tried my best not to think about the past and not to even THINK ABOUT YOU , trying so hard.. but part of me still have you in it.
I really hate thinking/knowing that you are no longer by my side anymore.
You're very special to me , and i mean it .
Im really sorry , Im really am .
Dont worry im moving on , but yeah i can never forget THE HAPPYUS . Never.
I know you have already move on , and dont bother its okay. as long as you are happy .
Im happy to .
Hias i miss youu dam badly.
sorry.
32months will never be forgotten . :(

while typing this , tears just roll down my cheeks.
i dont know how im feeling now , numb?. i dontknow. My heart is aching so badly.
everyday i have to put on a fakesmile on my face .
i dontknow how long i can tolerate acting happy day by day , You are leaving soon .
and i just want to spend the lastime with you. but i no i cant alr.
YES FUCKMYLIFENOW.

dontwanna type any longer , i swear im going crazyy .
hais time to chill.

bye!