Hias ,

just give me a break .

tackling two guys at the same time isn't easy ,

D: ,

i dontmind meeting them wentever im free .

but the things is they get jealouse easily ,

i know people are asking me either let go one or both let go ,

hurt a while only or , maybe hurt for awk , after tht everything will be fine ?

but you see , i dontwant regret for life after making my choice ,

i really need a break ,

please spare me a thought ,

after ytd incident okay , i gave up i gave in !

i make up my mind .

both ill be fair , both normal friends okay ?!

you guys might thing im flirting with two guys at the same time ,

i tell you hell no ok .

why would i wan to do tht , i wun gain anything too .

all i want is peace , no conflicts between we three .

i really dontwant to take the risks ..

okay so my choice now is , both ill just leave you all be , up to you guys .

though ilove one of them more then the other , but i really cant give up on the other one as we alrdy spent like 2years tgt le .

my life have been very complicated .

dam moody , everynight tearing still .

til now , nothing have been settle .

why man , why always must be me D, : really hard to choose la ..

Being normal friends is tht so difficult ? .

seriously la , my heart dam numb and hurt alrdy , im not puting the fault on you two is just .. tht .. why my feeling are so complicated .. ):

ohkays , everything have been ruin ytd .
i will nver be happy
never .
(dont ask me what happen )*
im dead , deadtired .

i wunt want to post much about ytd maybe post a few sentence only .
ill just post up all the pictures .

DONE !

okay ,
im thinking of closing down my blog alrdy ,

fuckit , fuck my life . D: !

oh yeh & my bday is next wed , this is just early celebration
actual on 21st oct . (:

thanks for the gift babes and dudes? haha !
thanks alot me love chu'yall
byee !

tears or blood ? which would you prefer ?

mylove or my life ? which want you want ?

Happy or sad ? what do you want to see in me ?

fast or slow ? how long do you want to spend time with me ?

AHH ! all i know my heart is smash ... smash ! till is laying around in prp hais..

i know im talking cock la , ignore me then .

Like what i told jusitn .c , one of them cost onehundred and the other cost onethousand , both are still moneys . if i spend away the onehundred on useless things , & though ive still got onethousand my heart wil stil hurts .

as becos hundred is still a money and th money is also worth .

so now , i really cant just spend 1100 just like tht .

my HEART WILL HURT EVEN FREAKING MORE ! HOW ?!

is either save it or spend it . D: