Helllo people!
guess most of you guys know i have already broken up .
& i am not ashamed of it .
yes , a big quarrel between the both of us , yes i might be very hurt . and crying the whole time.
but crying dosent solve the problem .
since this what its happening , time to move on . and if i ever be back with him . TIME FOR ME TO CHANGE. i do regret for a whole lot of wrongdoings i have done .
but whats done cant be undone . most of you guys say our 2years is wasted . yeah i know but at least there are happiness in it .nothing can change the fact that we are broken up now .
but still both of us will treat each other as specialfriend , someone that ill never forget .
i really hope he will be back to me , im not in despo shit for a boyfriend i am not . i just want to prove to him that ill change the way i treat him , and whoever is related to him .
my love for him really shooott up by alot . but end up we ended. there are not much time left , i am trying my very best to do anything just to make him happy , ofcause i have to be happy to .
loads of nagative thinking i have this few days . hais . i am really trying my best to treat him like normalfriend , but yeahhh hardd goddamhard. but still... i have to TRY! .
okay , people i think is enough . if i countiune to type i think gone case liaoxzxzzxzxz.
arghhhh i need to be back happy ! back to who i am ..
my soul totally gone and flew away .. till i just feel like taking pills to sleep and never wake up . but i know even if i do this , nothing will change .

hmm , all i need to do is stay happy , be happy , and just treat him like a friend .
this is what he say " friends also can be tgt" true.
kayyy ,
2more days left of structure programm ahh have to bare with it!
ciaoss~

btw thanksyou people for being there for me the whole time! thanksyouuuuu alot (<3)!>